I Hate That I Don't Hate You

Now a days When We Wake UpIn The Morning Until We Reach To The Yawning?
We Read More About Terrorism, Racism, Communism and The Exclusive Hates &. Reminiscently; We Are Killed By Us? Unfortunately The Perpetrator And The rescuer Both of Them are ‘Human’ Why They are Dissimilar? As They are born like or gestated By All of us, Our failures? Please read some of my Insane Thoughts Below & Find Out Why it is Still uneasy To HATE the one Who Hate me? Please Read my Mind:-

Dear “Enemy, My Brother, Dear Shadow, The Killer”
I hate that you Kill me
I hate that I Killed By you
I hate that your smile haunts
I hate that you die
I hate that I can't be angry
I hate that I'm upset
I hate that you wanted this
I hate that I didn’t teach you
I hate that I couldn't make you happy
I Hate that My Death Couldn’t make you Unhappy
I hate that you are Different
I hate that I don't hate you
I Hate That Being hated, Why Don’t I hate you?
I hate that your laugh is gone
I hate that when you dance when you exterminate
I hate your friends for not crying
I hate that I can't stop crying
I hate that life goes on, On & On
I hate that your not actually me*
I hate your choices
I hate the Peace that you love
I hate I feel that you’re Thee
I hate you're no longer comprehend
I hate the Jubilates you Mission
I hate the minds you taught with
I hate your dad for what he's done

Now those who hate, must hate me
Because of thou hate I hate thee,
the point i must make,
leaving myself without this weight
Is that I love to hate?
and all love hate when you hate what they hate.
So Why Don’t You Stop This Hate,
Look Mom is calling for Your Mate, Don’t hate Your Mate?
Serenity’s gates are open, calling your name, again,
I’ll be waiting when you come Home, Even If it’s Late? My Love Will Remain
Stop This Pain, Take your time to Dream & believe there is Still “A Way To The Moon”

Cause;
I hate seeing you so unhappy
I hate so many things but the one
I hate the most
I hate that I Still Love You,
I hate I would die By you
I hate I'll never get over you
I hate this new you, But? Still
I hate myself for not hating you

"Victim of A Dream"

"Victim of a Dream"
As; The Past Is Over.
Time To Move On.
I saw a Dream; That Choked Me Down
56 Pills Now. Two A Day For How Long?

Cause; Once I dreamt,
Of loving & living A lovely life
A house For My Nation’s lost children And Rebuffed Wives.
Some Starts for My Parents & India's poverty To Dry.
Am I Too Late? This Sadness; I Feel Is Overwhelming,
My Soul Has Lost Its Guide, My Heart Trying To Go On Beating,
Though it’s Been Torn from Deep Inside,
To Realize It’s Finally Over,
Though I Tried So Many Times,
It’s Hard To Grasp; My Ardor Has Gone,

When; Children Bring Their Broken Toys,
With Tears To Us To Mend?
I brought My Broken Dreams To God,
Cause He Was My Only Friend,
I Lost My Way, Lost It That Way?
Lost Myself, Lost Themselves? Do I Need to requite?
But Then Instead of Leaving My Dreams To Thy?
In peace To Work Alone, I Hung Around & tried To Help,
With Ways That Were my Own?

I Was Hated At School, Hated At Work?
A Dream Was My Fault Or A Gestate To Stand On My Own?
Things Went Wrong, It Broke My heart,
I Became So Bitter & Gave Up The Arm.
But How To cognizant My Mom & Dad; they must be waiting for the salutary News?

They Said; I Have No Purpose & No Goal, an Empty Dream Is All That’s Left,
One Life without a Soul, So Where Now Do We Go From Here?
Cause I Blocked My Dream, This fear is bigger Than That faith,
They Said; Everything Will be Okay, In The End,
If Ain't No Okay; Ain't No End?
They Said: Chasing Dreams Wasn’t My Mistake?
But I Must Knew The Road That Bring Me Back To My Home,
Thank God I am Home; But Remained A Doom; Should I Die?
Cause I Only FEEL ALIVE; WHEN I DREAM AT NIGHT.
Now My FRIENDS are Roaring from SKY; Rich Dad Products, On My Grim….
Its HARD To Forget The PAST; So FAST; It Was Nice; It Was bad But REAL & It’s Gone? Cause Tehzeeb Is A "Victim of A Dream"